I hate waking up in the mornings thinking about the same stupid thing. Especially something that makes me so angry and upset, but i have to hold it all in
She is so beautiful… the way she presents herself, her laugh, her smile, her sense of humor it’s all beautiful. She is the definition of perfect. You can just sit and stare at her forever in awe… I don’t understand why everyone doesn’t stop and stare as she walks by. She is one of a kind.. Anyone should be happy for even having the chance to meet her, they will never ever meet someone like her again.
Two years of constant tiredness everyday. When will i feel normal and have some energy for once. When will that rush of genuine happiness occur often or even rarely.
why did i have to fall in love with you.
Im driving myself insane… I dont know.
Without you I cant function anymore.
And you, will never look at me the same. You know its really driving me insane.
Jay Gatsby will forever be my favorite character. Someone who held onto a small bit of hope to pull him through life, only to have it crash and burn right before him. It is crazy what love can do to a person, and how it consumes them, making them do anything to reach that small chance at love. It was scary to see Daisy move on from a man who could not live without her. Absolutely terrifying to think that it could happen to me.. or anyone on this planet. So unfair how one can move one, while the other is left behind. Jay Gatsby… the character that gave out so much love, only to never permanently get it back. A character, that sadly, i can see myself relate too. Hopefully my life doesnt turn out like his.
I hate seeing our relationship change right before my eyes and not being able to do anything to stop it. I hate how the goodnight messages change.. and just how everything we had is changing. It all sucks…